play rough on me? i don't think so, buddy!!!!

hari ini, kesekian kalinya aku dapat perlakuan tidak menyenangkan... i'm trying my best to remain calm... but i think it will be the last...

sometimes... what other people done to you is a reflection of you. You soar fire, you'll get the fire back...

is this what happen to me? mmm...mmm..mm, i might be a little unpleasant sometimes... and for that case, I AM the one that sould change, I AM the one who need to appologize... And i believe i would do that... i am sorry....

but this? this human (we should name it man or woman , but i prefer not to ;) ) behaviour is so annoying. Not everytime, it just happen when this human didn't get what he want.
Once he had a dissapoint momment, he will blame other, act roughly to anyone...including ME.

Me? Yes me. i'm the one who used to support this human in everything(except money, hehe). Me, the one who stay with him when other didn't.

Actually i really want to take a calculator and calculate our relationship in numbers of point, (again, not money) . Tapi kata orangtua, ga boleh hitung-hitungan kan? hehehehe... of course i wouldn't... i just wanna compare what we both give each other... (yeee..sama aja kaleeee)

The most important thing in a relationship with other is a comfortness, right? At the begining, honestly i've been pushed my self too hard to accept this human as a friend. He was so kind, a little annoying, but very kind.

Now, i've made my decisions... No one have the right to play rough on me when i do nothing the same on them. If it is a habbit then there's nothing i can do to make it better.

So, everybody... i will tell him not to, and then i will say good bye

buat adek kemal

sayang....mama kangen sekali.....
sendirian di rumah, ga ada adek sepi banget deh...

inget adek kalo lagi lari-lari...
(bola-bola pada nganggur tuh di rumah)
wondering adek lagi apa disana...
sudah maem belum...
sehatkah... bahagiakah....

as we know, dear son....
you'll handled with care and love, ada eyang, tante usi, mama nino, mbak dira and bapak agus (walopun lwt tlp doang)
there's nothing to worry about...

i just feel so empty...
mama jadi mellow....hehehehe.....

moga2 semua cepet beres...kita bisa ketemu lagi...
pengennya mama yang kesana, jemput adek....kita liat aja ya sayang...

jagain eyang dan mbak dira ya dek... jagoan mama gitu loh...
hepi hepi disana ya le... CU, mwuah

mamayupi